Question: “Why did you decide to work in the web industry?”
Answer: “It’s fun, challenging, and there’s always something new to learn.”
If someone asked me the above question, I would reply with the above answer. That would be a satisfactory answer, and the conversation would move on. Maybe we’d talk about web development, technology, etc., or maybe we’d move to other topics. Either way, I know my answer wouldn’t be followed by prying questions like:
“But why? What do you find so fun and challenging about it?”
“Are you sure there isn’t something else you’d rather be doing? You have so much potential!”
“Why do you need to prove yourself by writing code? You’re more than just a nameless, faceless code-writing machine, you know!”
“What could you possibly learn? It’s simple HTML.”
“Come on, let’s be honest. It’s not really work. Any idiot who knows how to use Google can figure out everything you need to know for your job.”
“Wouldn’t you rather be doing something that contributes to humanity?”
“How can you be so selfish?”
“You know, a lot of people don’t have the luxury to be able to pursue a career they enjoy. So who do you think you are? And what are you going to do about that?”
“Do you have problems meeting people? I heard web nerds are socially awkward and don’t know how to interact in real life.”
“What does your boyfriend think of what you do for a living?”
If I were unwilling to answer any and all of these follow-up questions? Oh, the poor dear. I’m clearly in denial about something. Why am I so defensive?
And what if I had simply answered, to the original question: “I have to pay the bills, and web development pays better than retail.” That would be an acceptable answer, too. There might be laughter, nods of agreement, conspiratorial smiles. There most certainly would not be frowns of pity and a soliloquy about how awful that is.
But replace “web” with “sex” in the original question above, and it’s an entirely different ballgame.
If I were to end this post right here, I guarantee you someone would come along and leave a comment along the lines of, “But but but… Some sex workers do have low self-esteem! Some of them are addicted to drugs! Some of them would rather be doing something else!”
To that I say, well, some web developers are socially awkward and don’t know how to interact in real life. Some Asians are bad drivers. Some black dudes carry concealed weapons. Some feminists hate men.
There will always be some people who fit a particular stereotype. But - and I shouldn’t even have to say this, right? - that doesn’t mean stereotypes are A-okay.
Because the fact is, some white people are bad drivers and/or carry concealed weapons. It’s worth examining why the stereotype is there for one particular group and not another. We know this.
And yet it all goes out the window when the topic is sex work. Somehow, otherwise intelligent, thoughtful, open-minded people lose their shit.
I know the stereotypes about sex work are deeply embedded in society - really, really deeply embedded. But that doesn’t make it okay to simply accept them without question. In fact, it makes questioning the dominant paradigm (that’s right, I said “dominant paradigm!”) even more imperative.
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8 Responses to "Explanations on demand"
i love you.
Well coming from you, Ren, the self-professed misanthrope (though I must say I beg to differ!), that means a lot. :)
Part II of this post will be coming eventually. It was originally waaaay too long, so I had to cut it into smaller sections for easy swallowing.
Oh, I only hate MOST people. You are not most people.
most brilliant!
Exactly! Thank you Amber!!!
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