A couple of songs in my head today (and yesterday)

Each is relevant for a different reason, and viscerally reminiscent of a particular time in my life.

“Chopsticks” - Liz Phair

I met him at a party and he told me how to drive him home
He said he liked to do it backwards
I said, “That’s just fine with me,
That way we can fuck and watch TV.”

It was four a.m. and the light was gray, like it always is in paperbacks
He asked if I liked playing jacks
I told him that I was good to sixes
But all hell broke loose after that

I told him that I knew Julia Roberts when I was twelve at summer camp
We didn’t say anything after that
I dropped him off and I drove on home
‘Cause secretly I’m timid

“Fool’s Gold” - Bree Sharp

My head is heavy and bent like a crane
The wrecking ball blues are coming again
And Latham says, “Babe, you know life is a ride”
But living’s no fun when you’re dead inside.

I pierce myself to wake up my veins
I’d pierce my heart if I thought things would change
I’m just like a skin that’s been stung and restung
The campfire songs that are sung and resung
For a girl of my age why am I so numb?

I’ve been chasing a lie I was sold
Running down thieves and fool’s gold
These Christmas dreams are just painted coal

I’ve been swallowed up by greed, I’ve been spat upon by lust
If they ain’t playing with your money, they’re playing with your trust
And I’m trying so hard to stop sitting still
To gather the juice that’s been spent or been spilled
Find a spark in myself that hasn’t been killed
‘Cause if death doesn’t get you, then life surely will.

I’ve been chasing a lie I was sold
Running down thieves and fool’s gold
And these Christmas dreams are just painted–

We’ve been chasing a lie we were sold
We’re running down thieves and fool’s gold
And these Christmas dreams are just painted
Just painted, just painted, just painted
Coal

Talk about an early frost.

(Couldn’t find a video for this one.)

Carry on.

Bree Sharp is so great. And it doesn’t even matter that her name sounds like a cheese. (I’m sure she thanked her parents for that one.) (Her web site could use some work, but that has nothing to do with the quality of her music…)

Rationalizations for my desire to have an iPod: it doubles as a hard drive, so if I could permanently store my MP3s (~600 megs) on it, I could free up valuable hard drive space on my iBook. I could also store stuff like old files that I don’t use that much, but want to keep, on it. (Aside: I burned several back-up CDs this weekend. It always makes me feel more secure when I do that.) I’m really not a materialistic person, and I’m certainly not about to run out and blow ~$400 on an iPod, but it’s a nice thing to think about. (And it’s something to tell the relatives that like to buy lots of material stuff for Christmas, for once.)